saturday swim

so we signed up for the fun aquathlon meet. now comes the training part. i felt inferior sa mga kasamahan kong guys. somehow, mas lamang sila sa background nila sa swimming kesa sa akin. Ayus lung, keri na lang.dinaan na lang sa floating, sisid maneovours. kapagod pero masaya. Nog nog nanaman ako eto. May date pa naman ako with high school friends. looking forward to that.

thoughts for the day, from bedroom blog by veronica of cosmo.ph,

Past Forward

Dahil sa aking hiatus sa pagkonek sa cyber world, ako ay nakapag isip isip ng mga bagay bagay. Isa na dito ang pagkakaron ng baby. Bente otso taong gulang taon na ako at tingin ko naman ay handa na ako magkaron ng sariling anak. Nakakainggit na rin kapag may mga gathering. ung iba, nasa round two na ng mga babies. Tingin ko naman, wala talaga makakapagsabi kung kelan ka magkakaby. naniniwala ako sa timing. at kung ito ay ukol, ibibigay naman ito ni Big Bro. So when that time comes, i'll be ready. Sana. i know hubby naman we'll also be there, kung sakali man dumating ang oras na yun. So excited! Pero habang wala pa ang aking dear angel, ako muna ay mag-enjoy s aking current passion, ang running at swimming.
Loko tong si ecks, bigla ba naman akong isinali sa aquathlon. Lupit ng bilib sa akin ni papa ecks. kaya ako naman, always having that adventurous spirit, GO! Nakaka-3 out of 5 sessions pa lang ako magswimming. Hindi pa ako marunong ng threading or langoy aso. Good luck talaga!
Nakakaubos pera at lakas talaga itong bagong bisyo ko. Pero pagdating sa passion, it wont stop me. Needing more sponsors tuloy ako.. haist!
Friday nanaman, hindi pa ako sigurado sa mga planu mamaya. Anyways, kung anu man mangyari, bahala na..

Lunes na Naman

Buhay

Seasonal update. Im doing my best on giving updates on what’s going on with me for the past weeks. Summer and rainy season has been going by so fast its already mid-august. Well thing have been very low key for the past weeks. And I don’t feel comfortable sharing about it to the whole world. Bf and I have moved in together officially. But we have been enjoying things at home like cooking, planning the new house, dvd marathons, UFC, teleseryes, my swimming lessons and enjoying the company of friends.

Onto bigger and brighter plans. We have started the process to hunt for materials for out first home together! *eeeeekkk*. I am expecting for our new home to be finished first half of next year! Yey! So excited! In the next few months Im hoping we could complete our basic home furnitures and appliances.. I never owned a house before, although I have seen a my relatives house building so non of us has done the whole buying routine before. It terrifies me and I feel my head will fall into many pieces just thinking what to buy and which is which. We have been visiting a lot of malls and learning from the internet to learn about the process as much as I can. It has somewhat been our new ocd. At least I am more relaxed and I remind bf to have fun and remember to enjoy the experience.

So that’s the latest news. I am thinking of signing up for the Adidas King of the Road 2010 on October but registration fees has become higher and higher. L super sad. There is a run on Spetember the CamSur marathon but I have been terrible with the training because of all the house hullaboos and we have a shuttle. I am also having my swimming class every weekend so that serves as my workout for the week. I am swimming Saturdays and Sundays.

Im still that girl who wants to do all at once. Everything should be done right then and there, like relationships, house, trainings, career, hobbies, social life, etc. Need to work this more. To take more time to smell the flowers like what they say.

ECE

i am slowly going back to the ABC's of ECE.. tehehehe! i want to have more options. that's why, i need to review, review and review. and this time matindi na ang pangangailangan. pangangailangan ng change of environment. ayokong sisihin ang workplace. ayoko ng manisi ng iba. so its up to me make a bold move. for now, i just want to keep on reading, reviewing,m even visiting sites such as malvino.com.. parang nag-rereview nanaman for board exams ang drama ng ate. howell, good luck.. tapos na ang breaktime.

emotional weather report

dahil fan ako ni ms jessica zafra, gagawa rin ako ng sariling emotional weather report. emosyonal, oo napaka, weather, oo dahil parang isang bagyo ang kasalukuyang nagnanais makaalis dito sa aking damdamin. panu nga ba ito nagsimula? matagal na rin, meron lang akong mga distractions kaya di gaano pansin. mionsan ang feeling ko ay high, minsan napaka-low. pero sa mgapanahong nangyayari ito, mabait pa rin ang Diyos at lagi niya pa rin ako nagkakaron ng dahilan para maging masaya. sana hindi siya magsawa. sana tulungan niya akong masagot sa mga tanong na gumugulo sa aking isipan.

una, pinansyal, lahat naman ng tao, may problemang ganito. ang pinagkaiba ko lng, hindi ako naghahangad ng milyones. dahil ang alam kong kapalit neto, ay sandamakmak na trabaho. sana mabigyan ako ng isang trabahong madali, ibig sabihin, isang trabahong mamahalin ko to the point na hindi na siya trabaho para sa akin.

i spend a lot of my time in limbo. hindi ko na na-eenhance ang aking mga talents at skills ika nga. basta useful ako, oks na.. i like my job but im not a go-getter im not aiming for top management position or 6 figures a year. kaka-stress. basta ako, i get what needs to be done done.

ang totoo, careerwise, i dont know what to do. i want to be challenged but i dont want to give up my flex schedule. i want to work from home. although, its nice to have a bigger paycheck coz right now im at the low end when it comes to salary. :(

now comes the difficult part, what's my next move?

mahaba habang inuman ito.....